After being a mother of 2, this has to be my lowest moments. Sometimes I do wish I could just be in a deep sleep and not wake up to face anything. Jonathan is like seeing the PD every other week, if not for running nose, it is for fever, then now he got eye infection. Each time he is sick, he can't attend school, it just means that I need to take leave from work. So it is like every week, I am taking a half day leave here, a day leave there. Then, I would start to wonder if I should just stop working and stay home and look after him. Yet, without a job, I couldn't provide him with the material comforts. My train of thought will wander even further and asking if material comforts are what he needs and wants. The constant dilemma and guilt of a working mother. Because Jon is older now, he is beginning to be more fun. He is starting to talk so it is funny how he responds to your question. I also guess because Jon is easier to take care, the husband has forgotten how tough